A new day came... next Day of our first date.. Sunday!

Now Sunday came but before it We had long chat on phone for couple of hours on Saturday late night. We talked about entire day we were together. We were tired but we are not tired of talking to each other. It is the best refreshment to talk to each other. We shared our feelings with each other coz Saturday was awesome day in our life. We together were floating in love waves. When u r in love, world is most beautiful for u. I think It is the best feeling u can ever get.

 

I slept and again my princess was in front of me in my dreams. I was feeling like she was everywhere in me. But actually I feel the same at present too. I feel she is in my blood, she is in my breath, in my sight, in my entire body. So she was with me even when I was sleeping. I thanked God to give me love of my life. While I was sleeping, it might be possible that smile would be there on my face :)

I wake up late and she also. As I wake up, I called my love and asked how she was and she slept well or not. I could feel her smile, excitement and love. She replied, "yes I slept well and saw u in my dreams Anu".
I smiled and said I too saw u in my dreams my love. Then I repeated that yesterday was one of the most memorable days in my life. She said "hhmm same here".

Now It was the time to plan our day to meet and enjoy together. We planned that we would go to CP and spend quality time together. We met there and wished to each other. Anyone could have observed us that we were in love completely. We roamed around CP. First time I was walking with a girl with holding her hand. Her touch was amazing and very special. I could understand that day how special it is to walk with your love everywhere. U don't care about public, people coz u could see ur love only. I was feeling like everything is still and I m walking with my soulmate. There was so much crowd but sometimes I took her in my arms slightly so that I could save her from touch and pushes from crowd. My most valuable thing was with me so it was my responsibility to take care of her.

After walking many blocks, we found a place to sit. We sat on seat made of stones. We came closer and I hold her hand. She was smiling and feeling shy little bit. I also smiled to see her. Her eyes are most beautiful...Truly saying. We saw there was shakarkand (sweet potato) seller. I asked her if she would like to have and she said "yes". I bought a plate of shakarkand and I fed her with my hand. It was amazing!!! She fed me too. We liked that shakarkand and off-course we liked coz we were together.

We started walking and found an excellent place to get ice creams. We were standing outside and smiling. Later on we took an auto and asked auto driver to go to South Ex. I took her in my arms and loved her. It was time of around 7 PM and air was so refreshing. It was adding the romance.

We reached South Ex. I hold her hand and walked over there. We talked over our feelings, our take on our relationship, our future but love has its own world and definition. She asked me, "Anu can u understand me? Why I am with you?" I replied, "I cant say more things but I am sure Love has brought us closer to each other."

later we decided to go to disc. We finally planned to go to GIP Noida. We experienced lots of transports modes that day, so finally we boarded on a DTC bus for Noida. We got seats easily and talked to each other. I hold her hand. We were liking our bus ride too. "us din sab kuch special tha". Finally we reached to Noida and took rikshaw for GIP mall. As I said earlier that we experienced many transport modes that day.

As we reached GIP mall, we entered in disc and took place on upper floor to sit properly. it could give us privacy. We were looking into eyes of each other. After 10 minutes we realized we should order something kyunki bhook bhi lagi thi. We took soft drinks and ordered fries, paneer tikka & chicken lollypop (she is vegetarian and I am non-vegeterian). Soulmates have different liking and choices but this is also the reason which makes their relationship stronger.

We enjoyed those moments fullest. We came closer and I hold her in my arms. We were feeling love for each other. She hugged me and got emotional. I loved her and promised "I will love you till my last breath and I will be with you always."



We took drinks and danced together. I still remember that song which was being played "tera pyar pyar hookah bar". We enjoyed this song and danced while sitting on sofa. One thing even today I can remember and dat was her smile and love when she saw me enjoying her company and waving my body on dat song. There was nobody else so we felt cozy and kissed many times. Her kiss is mind blowing!!!!

It was time to leave!We left from there. Truly saying I did not visit any disc till now after this visit. This was so special....

We were discussing how amazing these 2 days were.. seriously these 2 days were full of love.

I dropped her at her PG. I gave her a romantic hug and left from there.

but love story continues....................................

U R MY........

U r my love

                 U r my world

U r my soul

                 U r my Radha

U r my heartbeat

                 U r my life

U r my wish

                 U r my thought

U r my sight

                 U r my feel

U r my breath

                 U r my touch
U r my smile

                 U r my expression

U r my thirst
                 U r my dedication

U r my commitment

                 U r my God

U r my kiss

                 U r my Hug

U r my word

                 U r my song

U r my religion

                 U r my caste

U r my angel

                 U r my Queen

U r my moment

                 U r my time

U r my flower

                 U r my fragrance

U r my honey

                 U r my moon

U r my walk

                 U r my talk

U r my statue

                 U r my shadow

U r my mirror

                 U r my image

U r my reflection

                 U r my inspiration

U r my heart

                 U r my eyes

U r my existence

                 U r my passion

U r my weakness

                 U r my strength

U r my award

                 U r my reward

U r my Sun

                 U r my star

U r my character

                 U r my story

U r my lady

                 U r my family

U r my priority

                 U r my clarity

U r my wealth

                 U r my value

U r my everything

                 U r mine!!

you are I <3

I love u

urs Anu

          

               

               

My First Date with my Princess, ANU SAYS!

LOVE waves were around me! I was floating in air of LOVE for her......but how can it be completed until you get the same feeling from other side.

Days were passing and our interaction in office was then very frequently.

Finally one day came when she told me that she was free on Saturday and Sunday so that we could meet. From here I felt that something is happening on other side too. (udhar bhi kuch kuch ho raha hai). 

I can 't explain how different I was feeling. I was planning to go on date for the first time in my life. Wow!! I was totally lost..seriously. A day came which I was waiting for. I was on seventh sky! It was totally bliss! I don't know if I would have invited her for date or not.  

We planned to meet for lunch on Saturday. On the same day I reached to the Shipra mall at sharp 11 AM and I was standing outside so that I could see her coming. She came at 11:15. She was wearing red jacket and blue jeans. She was looking very cute; her hair was blowing; her eyes were sparkling; her lips were shining; her nose pin was looking beautiful.

For 1 min we saw each other. Looking like we could not believe that we were together. I said "hi" she replied me so beautifully that I was lost again. We entered in the mall  and walked inside. Later we had coffee. We went to food corner and sat on high stools. We started talking about each other's life, hobbies, liking, interests. This was the first time we talked properly. I asked her for food what she wanted to eat. She said nothing...and stated "jo tumhara man hai vo lelo". She knew that I love chole bhature so she asked me to order the same. I smiled! 

I placed the order and sat beside her. We were feeling a lot for each other even sometimes we were shy to saying anything. Finally we got chole bhature. I started eating but she did not. I feed her with my hand; It was awesome feeling as I had not done this before. I was feeling like I am giving my love to her. She was eating and I was feeling that my stomach was getting full. It sounds little filmy but I feel it for her only. It's true!

We were hungry but we were full with each other's feelings of love. After lunch it was time to leave. We planned to meet again after some hours as she had some work at home. We left from there.

At evening we planned to meet at Atta for dinner. We had visited "DOOSRI MEHFIL", a fine dining restaurant in Noida. It is famous for quality of food, its ambience.and superb live Ghazal music. I allowed her to choose any seat. She sat on sofa and I was on chair in front of her. 

I saw her and appreciated her entire beauty in my heart only. But I said to her "You are looking very beautiful." We could feel great atmosphere over there. I allowed her to place order and asked if she takes hard drinks. She told me that she takes vodka occasionally. We ordered one vodka for her and nimbu paani for me..hahaha! I don't take hard drinks!

We were enjoying live music. I don't know how but as she came into my life, I became romantic, even very romantic. That is because first time Love was in my life. I went to ghazal singer and asked for one song to sing. That song is "Tujhse Naraaz nahin zindagi". She understood what I was doing but not completely. We started drinking and singers had started singing that song. I dedicated that song to her. I was also singing and she was looking at me. She liked my voice and that song too. She thanked me. 

We continued with drinking. Suddenly I found that she was very emotional. She was lost in my eyes and I was lost in her eyes too. For some minutes, I could not understand what was happening. But I could feel her love. We saw in each other's eyes for at least 15 minutes continuously. I could see unlimited love for me in her eyes. Water was in her eyes. I stood up and sat beside her. I hold her hands and took her in my arms. I wanted to say to her "I would stand by you forever; I will love you always; please be mine, I dedicate myself to you.".

 

We felt LOVE for each other. Everyone sitting in that restaurant could see our love and affection. I didn't care about people over there. Because I was blowing in most beautiful feeling and my angel needed my love. Today also, I have same dedication & love for her. I feel that God has given me this relation. Thank You God!

We started dinner and I feed her with my hands. I cleaned her tears of love & happiness; then first time I said " I LOVE YOU" she replied " I LOVE YOU TOO".

This was the day when A true love started with a new phase. We both call it "RADHA KRISHNA KA PYAAR".

We thanked ghazal singers and left from there. I dropped her at home with her cute and lovely smile. As I reached my home we talked over phone. We shared with each other that true love has come in both's lives first time. We chatted more than an hour and planned the meeting for the next day.

This is how Saturday ends! An amazing day in my life!

A new day to come.................continues......

She, my love - Anu ki Zubaani

NOW ANU SAYS:

LOVE...I didn’t know the meaning of this word, I didn’t feel this feeling before when I fall in love with my angel.  That time I felt how beautiful love is!

 

I have many friends including boys & girls and have been very social. But love for her taught me how to show care for a most special & lovable person. Her love made me poet; I have started writing romantic poems which are created from my heart.  Her love conveyed me how special I can be for someone. She made me felt that I am a good person. She is my soul mate, the one who I pay respect to. I worship of her love and consider her as my goddess. Loving her is the purest and most beautiful feeling in my life.  If I start expressing love for her in words, diaries, papers and blogs will not be enough. She completes me in each and every aspect; she has given true definition of mine. 

She is my world, my universe, my galaxy. She calls me Kanha and I call her my Radha. She has given me a name “ANU”. I accept it with full of my love, my soul, gratitude and honour.

 

Jab We Met:

I met her in my office. I was attracted towards her from very first day. Her eyes are most beautiful; her hair is full of fragrance; her body is very sexy. I noticed that she wears nose pin. First time I noticed so many things in a girl.

I tried many times to talk to her but didn’t get the chance even to initiate the talk. Finally one day came when I got chance to congratulate her when she got appreciation for her work. She is brilliant in her work...no doubt!!! I congratulated her and asked for the party; she received my wishes. I was extremely happy to listen her voice.

On the weekend, our team had planned for the disc party and we all attended the same. We started dancing but I was not so comfortable as I was not familiar with everybody. I was seeing her eyes whenever I could see without any interruption. I was lost when she asked me to pass on French fries. I was not able to reply her convincingly. But I knew “kuch kuch ho raha hai” inside me.

As we all know that how we interacted on Diwali celebration in the office. But I would like to share when I had started feeling for her. Before Diwali celebration, there was to celebrate sports day in the office. I tried to interact her on that day. Fortunately she was in my team and she supported the team in same way how I put my support. I could see her feeling of why I was putting so much interest in interaction with her. I had given all my belongings like my watch, wallet, cell phone to her as I was going to play games. She was surprised why I had given those to her but she could feel that somewhere I am interested in interaction with her. First time I did not hesitate to interact with any girl. I tried to follow her wherever she went; during lunch, talks, gatherings, plans making for the team.

All team members were asked to create a punch line for the team. I don’t know but my lady had lots of expectations from me as somewhere she liked my creativity. She liked my punch line suggestion and supported to finalize that. She was shouting with this punch line many times to support our team. We were champions in all the games. Thank God I could celebrate it with her. Our team colour was blue and she was looking very pretty in the same colour. I saw her face again and again whenever I get chance to do. I was in love totally. I was lost....in her eyes!!!

 

On same day at evening, I had sent Facebook friend request to her; I was lucky one that she accepted my request. Why I am saying like this because she never accepts friend request of boys easily. I started chatting and approached her by inviting for watching movie together. She refused as she didn’t know me completely so she was not comfortable. Usually I am not interested in watching movie but she was the reason why I could do like this. I was looking for the meetings with her...because I was in love and witing for her

ANU continues..............

My First Date with Him : When we Expressed

So after the lot of efforts and planning we finally went on a date. Though we were still not in a relationship but now I would say it a Date as it was our first official outing, feeling was there and both of us could feel that affection and Love.

Read to know how it happened and how our relationship moved to a next level!


Making lot of plan, deciding date, iternary is our hobby :) so we finally planned to go on a date/dinner on friday after office. That day I put on my cutest outfit :) and This time we decided that we will directly meet on a decided place and will not go together as we wanted to avoid every possible problem that could have happened to spoil our plan.

We reached Barista where he ordered a cappuccino 1x2 .. at this time he got to know many things about my interests..my taste..my hobbies.. ME

We enjoyed our talks over coffee..we talked so much about out our families..our interest..office..office colleagues etc but nothing about our Feeling about each other.

After the coffee we went for a dinner at a Restaurant which was very much near to the barissta. I really loved that place, live Ghazals, dim light, amazing ambiance made my date more special.

We ordered some snacks and drinks, well it is funny but actually he ordered a soft drink and I ordered a vodka :)


After 1 drink down I saw his eyes and I could stopped myself.. I was just noticing his eyes.. I was lost somewhere deep inside his eyes.. That moment was the best moment of my life.

....continue

My First Bike Ride With Him..

So the time came when we got chance to go out “alone”.. Well I cannot say it a date as we went to buy a birthday card for one of our colleague. It was my first bike ride with him :) :) .. I was excited for that lovely ride.

He was carrying a bag which he some how managed to put infront and gave me full back seat.. may be too make that ride more comfortable or to make it lil more cozy :) :) . First time I realized that its difficult to talk while sitting on a bike.. that traffic noise was very loud.. but still we were talking.. I came very close to him to make myself audible to him.

We rode across the noisy and shaddy road of the city..as there was no other alternate route.. but I was actually enjoying that ride..that traffic was not bothering me which actually do bother everyday. I was loving those winds which were touching him then me.. :) I was feeling his kiss through that wind.. I was just loving it..
 

The distance from our office to the Archies where we wanted to go was of 30 - 40 min (considering the rush hours), we reached around 7.15. We quickly choosed the birthdat card and at around 7.30 and we were done with the shopping . Now coth of us wanted to spend more time together but as usual we didnt say any thing.

But this time I finally got guts to ask him for a coffee :) her reply was obvious.. :) We went to barista spended quality time there.. We talked a lot.. he asked me about my intrest, hobby etc etc.. Awesome time we spent.. Though we were in barista but I found CCD punch line very true “ A lot can happen over a cup of coffee”. :)

We just seemed to connect with each other in every possible way. That was the first time when we were talking face to face so freely.. I was feeling awesome and I could sense his happiness and that spark in his eyes too.. I wanted to break that line of border between us.. I wanted to express a lot but..I couldnot.. I immersed myself in these new feelings

During that conversation, I noticed his eyes very deeply..and I found that very sweet and attractive, they were like deep blue sea.. so innocent..so truthful..so loving....in which any girl can swim like a water fairy.. This time I wanted to be that water fairy as he was my “Mr Him”... My Happiness was at peak .. I realized that life is so unpredictable. I never have expected that one day I will live for that person whom I said NO when first time he approached me.

He made me feel things which I had never felt before and I realized that he is a only one I would want and do want. I guess I first realized how much i felt for him from the day I felt that love in his eyes... after this each and every situation made me fall in love with him more an more...

Thanks Giving Day -- The Day we expressed something

So.. it was the thanks giving day and it was the first time when we actually expressed our feelings..but again indirectly

His workstation was maximum 10 steps away from mine.. it was the time when we use to think about each other all the time..

I was in office at my desk when he came.. he pulled the chair and sat close to me and said hi.. i was freezed for a second then he said "hi" and i turned my back .. I was so happy to see him.. I closed my eyes for a while , I was numb and nervous, it was like everything has paused , i realised he was staring at me , he was directly looking into my eyes , and me too, I tried to act calm by asking stupid questions from him like whats up? Are you done with your work etc etc..he replied patiently and said today is thanks giving and I would like to thankyou .. I said for what?? he was still looking into my eyes , I wanted that moment to stop.. I was lost in his eyes.. he thanked me for everything he could..for being his friend..for supporting him.. for the things I did for him and also for the thing I have not done for him and lot more.. he continued saying Thanks for like 7 minutes...

This was the first time when something happened in my stomach it felt like I was having butterflies in it ,i wanted to run away from the situation , i tried hard to utter out that i am alright.. :)

He finished his lines and he said bye to me as it was the time to leave from office.. I also said bye to him.. he moved back ..I suddenly came back to the reality from my dreamland..I stopped him and said.. Thankyou to u too..FOR MAKING Me SMILE.. well I wanted to say thankyou for coming into my life.. thankyou for making me realize what is love and lot more.. but I could not :( as may be it was too early for that or may be coz I was not still not sure about his feeling..or may b the reason was sumthing else..

He gave me really cute smile to me... he left but I was still feeling him..just trying to recall those moments again and again... I was smiling for no reason.. I was happy... I was in Love

Others Reaction on our closeness..

I was Enjoying the best time of my life with him and yes even our colleagues and friends started noticing that.. They were observing our closeness.. our activities and so our relationship. But we did not care about anyone.. We were so much involved in each other  and we were living every bit of life.. Something was truly special in our life.. I cannot call it a friendship as both of us knew that it wasnt frnship..our relationship was reached to the next step..


We used to lost in each others eyes, loving each other unconditionally.. We realized that looking into each others eyes can convey lot of feeling which are difficult to word.  Everyone was noticing that.. My friends started questioning me but I always said it just a frnship nothing more..

Friendship turing into Love.. Hidden Love!!

We finally began to go on coffee breaks alone in office..not because of the coffee craving but because we wanted to meet more often. Taking walk downstairs in lunch time, going on drive.. It was all a lot of fun and a great feeling too. I began to gather more emotions to him. He was so amazing. I loved the advice he used to give me and his postie attitude about almost everything. I felt positivity all around. I cherished every word of wisdom he gave to me. He was became my idol my mentor. He was so amazing.

I became attached to his favorite singer music, saw life in a different light, thought of love in a different way. I always kept him near my heart. He was just special. There was no way to describe my feelings for him, I just always thought he was an amazing friend. I never thought of our friendship becoming anything more, although at times I did want him to be my boyfriend. I thought he would be the perfect boyfriend, husband, father, everything. He was just amazing. But I never said anything. I was afraid it would change our friendship, which I loved dearly.The feeling that I had when I was with him was just indescribable. It felt like I just knew there was something more, there. And it felt like he knew it too.

I had always Andy him more than a friend, and it seemed like he did too. He always made eye contact with me, and he really listened to everything I had to say..

He was so amazing. I wanted to tell him how I felt but I could not, I was only trying to control my feeling as I knew that we have no future.. as I have made commitments with someone else and I can not take my words back. I wanted to tell him how much I cared about him and liked him. But oddly the word 'like' was always a hard word for me to say to him, and still to this day I wonder if it was because I always 'loved' him... never 'liked' him.

The Truth.. The Reality

One thing Which I have not disclosed about myself.. Though I still do not want to disclose it but without that I cannot do justice with the story..

One night during our chat we were talking about the marriages when he said if "mein tujhse hi shadi karlunga" ---I can marry you.. it was the indirect proposal.. That words gave me the reality check and I had to confess that "I am COMMITTED" and my roaka has already been done.. though it was the unofficial roaka but parents where aware about the relationship and they wanted me to get married soon. 

He didnot react on that.. as was having some hint about my relationship as everything was public on Facebook.. but he became upset..that I could sense.. I was also upset.. very upset.. Dont know why.. I had a boy friends.. Still.. It was wrong.. but still.. somthing was there.. which i was missing from so long

Well it didn't effect our friendship.. The long chats were On.. Till the time my room mate (who was gone for a holiday for 1 month) was not there I was talking freely with him but one day I got to know that my roommate is coming back this was not the very good news for me , as I knew it will kill my privacy and I wont feel confortable in my late night chats with him.

Anyways it was her room as well so I could not do anything. I started talking in lobby when she came back.. and my  chats with him continued...

We talked about everything..his interest..hobby.. passion.. likes.. dislikes .. believes.. my intrests and everything.. the talks were in limits.. he is kind of guy who never go beyond limits.. he never makes anyone uncomfortable.. he is just a gentle men.. We became friends.. Best friends